I crave touch, yet I flinch every time someone is close enough.

I have become rather fearful I suppose.  (via dollpoetry)

(via that-sick-kidd)

(Source: xhushhush)

My worst fear is that in six months I’ll still be trying to drink away the memories.

(via emptybottles-brokenhearts)

Fuck me…

I don’t drink because i like the taste, I drink because it makes me feel alive. I can say or do anything with confidence. When you’re drunk the opinions of people around you aren’t even present in your mind. In that moment it’s just you and what you want and it’s the greatest feeling ever.

Before I met him, I would dance in the shower. When he was in my life, I would think about showering with him. After he left, I would sit on the ground in the shower and cry. When I got over him, I showered so quickly there was no time for dancing, fantasies or tears. Someone can invade the smallest parts of your life, you won’t even realize it until you dance in the shower again and wonder why you ever stopped.

1.) Don’t throw yourself into a relationship when you’re still recovering from the previous one

2.) Don’t check your phone to see if they texted you because they didn’t.

3.) Don’t beg and plead for people to stay because there’s clearly a reason they are going away.

4.) Don’t call them crying in the middle of the night because you miss them, just because they used to care doesn’t mean they do now.

5.) Don’t stay when you’re unhappy.

6.) Don’t tell them you love them because you’ll regret it every day they cross your mind (this will happen every single day)

7.) Don’t sink to the level of those who are bringing you down

8.) Don’t tell yourself it will be okay if you say sorry

9.) Don’t give them the privilege of your beautiful body because when they leave you will be left feeling bad about it

10.) Don’t fucking ask if they are coming back

11.) Don’t push the sadness away with someone who you don’t actually love because arms wrapped around your waist will not heal your heart

12.) Don’t compare yourself to the someone new because all you’re ever going to be is you (and that is okay)

13.) Don’t depend on other people for things you can do yourself

14.) Sad music and sitting in the dark will not make it better

15.) You will get better even if you’re not there yet at least you know you’re getting there.

15 things I wish I had learned before I turned fifteen (via milesfrom-my-hope)

(via healingx)

spookie-cringle:

okay i’m talking to one of my friends on skype and this is one of the most beautiful things i’ve ever heard

spookie-cringle:

okay i’m talking to one of my friends on skype and this is one of the most beautiful things i’ve ever heard

(Source: moahna, via ruinedchildhood)